Me too Mirjana... I was in heaven this afternoon sharing time with them.
As for death.. I've been told that I almost died when I was 1 year old, from suffocation due to an allergic reaction from medicine. I am not sure though if that can be called
a brush with death as in the 3rd video above, in which Q explains to Picard how that particular experience affected his entire life from that moment on.
Does that work on a unconscious level? On a soul-level? Because my guess would be that it didn't so much affect the brain or consciousness of a 1 year old baby, but who knows.
I remember that I used to be fascinated with death, a long long time ago, and so I welcomed it. Life seemed pointless, so death had to be the answer. The music I listened to, the paintings I painted, the paintings I liked, how I dressed, etc. - my attitude towards death, emotional pain and suffering was reflected through various ways of self-expression and self-exploration, for a brief time in my life. I have also tried to communicate with the dead... It was all very fascinating. Then, after a while, I think I was done with death.
In regards to personal loss, the death that affected me the most would have been my aunt's, a little less than 10 years ago. Although, in that particular case, I don't think she ever really left.